The very old blog of Janina Bordon.
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
SCHOOL.. NOOOOOOOO!!!! MAFIA FEVER,,,
i have been watching the SOPRANOS and I LOVE THEM..... "JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS OUT, THEY PULL ME BACK IN..." my new addiction - THE SOPRANOS....
school has started.... hayyy..... the terror teacher count: 2... our english teacher is some terror teacher legend. and our science techer says she is a terror teacher, so mom, don't expect high grades this semester... ayayay... my schedule is uglier than last sem. so there.
bye. hey jay! - gel
hi gel - jay...
SAY HELLO TO MY NEW FRIEND... (pulls out gun)
so there. bye. 8)
JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS OUT, THEY PULL ME BACK IN....
+amdg+
Posted at 12:15 pm by jaybords
Sunday, October 31, 2004
happy halloween errone! stop watching crappy local shows that try to scare you. they're stupid... like MGB. there was this girl on TV who "feels cold" when she's at a certain part of her house. BIG FRIGGIN DEAL! stupid media!!!!!!!! yay! me and the barkada went trick or treating yesterday at acropolis. FUN! we got so much candy. i wore this black robe, a bandana, and a stojokavic jersey... hahaha.. what was i? I WAS STOJOKA-WITCH!!!! hahaha.. then we played basketball after. what fun. so there. tons of candy. yay! we watched white chicks after. it's kinda weird how the girl marlon wayans liked was a journalist for some newspaper and didn't know who lattrell spencer is. (supposedly a famous basketball player in the movie).... of course there are hella errors. they didn't even look like the Wilson sisters. well, i guess we all need the suspension of disbelief. so there. just watched jerry maguire. and i was holding in the tears. hahaha. CHEESY.... sem break is about to end. awww..... it's kinda sad. papers and tests again.... ayayay... after this sem, it's gonna be summer though. yay! and this sem is better cause we get a Christmas break. so there is a break within the sem. yay! i was bored.... so i did this survey thing i found on Friendster.
ano gus2 mo sabihin sa mga
taong ganito??? pakatotoo ka haha
1. naiinggit sau...
>> AHH.... GOD LOVES YOU!
2. maarte na wala nman sa lugar...
>> ARTE! 3. feeling magaganda/gwapo, eh pangit nman..
>> NOTHING. NOT WORTH THE WORDS. 4. parinig ng parinig..
>> (NGITI. IGNORE.) 5. manhid..
>> BAHALA KA SA BUHAY MO 6. playboy..
>> JERK 7. pa-ASA..
>> AMPANGIT MO PALA. BYE 8. pa-marunong
>> OH.. WELL...DO IT THE JAY WAY, DUDE. 9. duwag sa dilim..
>> DON'T WORRY THE GHOSTS CAN'T SEE YOU EITHER. 10. mga galit sau..
>> SORRY - FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE WORTH IT. IGNORE - WALANG KWENTANG TAO 11. pinagttripan ka lang..
>> PAGTRITRIPAN KO RIN. 12. sa ex mo..
>> YOUR LOSS. 13. sa ngmamahal sau..
>> NR 14. naninira sau..
>> CONFRONTATION NALANG. 15. plastic..
>> RIDE LANG. IT'S NOT MY LOSS. IM NOT THE ONE LOOKING STUPID. 16. sa lalaki/babaeng minahal mo pero d ka
minahal..
>> NOTHING OR "I NEVER REALLY LOVED YOU ANYWAY......" 17. akala mong mhal ka..
>> I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME. (DRAMATIC SIGH) OHWELL.... LATER! 18. sa taong minsan kang minahal..
>> NR.. (SUCKER!!!!!) 19. taong feeling nia na mhal mo pa cia..
>> UHH... DREAM ON.. 20. sa mga di cnicryoso ang mga babae/
lalaki..
>> GROW UP.
haha. these people do exist though. so now i'll be ready.. good one.
8)
+amdg+
Posted at 06:10 pm by jaybords
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
blah..blah... go REDSOX!!!!
GO boston RED SOX! yay yay yay!it kinda sucks that the Yankees - the archrivals of the red sox, lost.i guess the Red sox deserve the spotlight this time. they're just as good anyway.... GO RED SOX!
wow! today alotta people swapped to sun. hahaha.. cool! im inching my way to totally convinced.. we'll see..
i've been using my sun since yesterday. and well. im tellig ya'll it's really great.
damnit! my pe's volleyball. eww. my NSTP is ROTC.. i'll be doing some seemingly army like crap. the good part is my natsci is Environmental Science! yay! not physics - how i dread that subject. i remember senior year we had phi6 and i got mega toit grades yet didn't get a thing... it is possible, ladies and gents. if you are blessed with an ultra nice professor.
check this poem out by robert something (i'll ask mandi):
I HAVE SEEN YOU
when your smiles and frowns
WERE SO TIED UP AND INTERMINGLED
that none - not even you
could have said
with any sureness
WHAT FACE YOU WERE GIVING
TO THE CROWD.
I HAVE WALKED WITH YOU TO SUBWAYS,
THEN TWENTY MINUTES LATE
I HAVE BEEN WITH SOMEONE ELSE,
AND NEVER LOVED YOU LESS.
I HAVE SPIED ON YOU
and looked accusingly,
when i, myself, knew well
that I WAS THE ONE IN THE WRONG...
i have WEPT FOR YOU,
ABOUT YOU
and one time WITH YOU.
i have shared your secrets
and KEPT PRIVATE
SECRETS OF MY OWN...
I HAVE FOUGHT WITH YOU,
AND OVER YOU,
LOVED YOU AND DISLIKED YOU
IN EQUAL PARTS
and AT THE SAME TIME...
I HAVE THOUGHT
THAT I WOULD DIE
IF YOU FAILED TO TURN UP
ON SOME PRESELECTED NIGHT
AND WHEN YOU DIDN'T -
WISHED I WOULD
I HAVE LOVED YOU
NEVER ASKING IF I SHOULD.
I HAVE TRUSTED YOU
NOT CARING IF I COULD
OR COULDN'T
IN COMPANY WITH STRANGERS OR FRIENDS,
I HAVE SMILED AND GONE SMILING
WHEN I THOUGHT NO SINGLE SMILE
OR GRIN
WAS YET LEFT INSIDE ME...
IF WE WERE UNHAPPY
WITH ONE THE OTHER
WHY SHOULDN'T IT BE
JUST OUR CONCERN?
I HAVE WATCHED YOU PLAY
WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S CHILDREN
and felt they were our own...
I'VE HEARD YOU HUM
SOME MADE-UP TUNE AT BREAKFAST
and watched you killing time all day
WHILE YOU AWAITED KILLING ME AT NIGHT...
I HAVE LIED TO YOU
FOR NO GOOD REASON.
I HAVE TROUBLED YOU
AND EVEN WHEN I KNEW IT
SOMETIMES THAT DIDN'T MAKE ME STOP...
THINGS WE DO
IN LOVE'S NAME
NEVER STOP SURPRISING ME
I'M AMAZED THAT LOVE
CAN LIVE AT ALL
THROUGH THE SUBTERFUGE,
PASS THROUGH ALL THE BARRICADES,
STUMBLE OVER THE OBSTACLES
WE CONSTRUCT AND PUT UP
IN ITS WAY...
THAT FIRST SEED
WHEREVER PLANTED
MUST HAVE BEEN A HEARTY STRAIN...
JUST NOW
WHAT KIND OF PASSION
STIRS INSIDE ME
I CAN NOT SAY.
I FEEL FOR YOU
AND IT'S AS MUCH AS LOVE
BUT WHETHER IT'S BECAUSE
I FEEL YOU LEAVING
SLIPPING FROM ME DAY BY DAY
OR BECAUSE I NEED, DEPEND ON, WANT JUST YOU
I HAVE NO WAY OF KNOWING.
OUR LIVES TOGETHER
HAVE BECOME SO KNOTTED
MUDDLED UP
THAT' WHO'S TO SAY
WHERE THE HEART ENDED
AND HABIT STARTED TO OPEN UP?
I LOVE YOU - YES
BUT I DON'T MEAN FOR YOU
TO KNOW IT...
this is my favorite poem. it's so CORAL!!!! coral is spongebob talk for COOL! hahahaha.. the irony of love still exists i guess.. it's so beautiful. all these contradictions that make sense after all. haha. hope ya'll appreciate it as much as i do...
ayt then later. 8)
RED SOX!!!!!!!!!
+amdg+
Posted at 07:13 pm by jaybords
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
SUN!!!! 18 years and 7 months..
18 years and 7 months! hehe.. i got a new sim card since i kinda wanna try out the sun thing. wow! my battery got low twice today... ayayay! i kept calling and texting donna, popin, ghia, gel, karen.... etc. hahaha.. too bad i only know like 8 sun users... dang that unlimited thing is a pretty good deal. i plan to keep the sim for a while til a lotta people get into it. but anyhoo, only sun users know my number so it's exclusive.....
hmm.... enrollment is tomoorow. dang! the second semester is starting. nyork!!!! Lord help me...
donna sent me this what word comes into mind thing when i thought of her...
1. moon
2. road
3. sand
4. sky
5. star
6. water
7. fire
nyok. she's like a sandy sky. turns out sand is a bad thing. so far... i got road, sky, fire.... fair enough...
EVERYONE!!! USE SUN!!!!!!!! or buy a sim and try it out... it's way toit!!!!!
although, my heart belongs to SMART.... (check my rhymes dawgs!)
nyok! whatta chillax day... toit... so there....
8)
+amdg+
Posted at 11:35 pm by jaybords
Saturday, October 23, 2004
yesterday was phat. although it was rough. at least i did what i was supposed to do. i went with my barx to have brunch, then to megamall for my lessons, then to spcp with my bestbud. so there.... i hella miss spcp! i didn't get to see everyone though like mrs fernandez- the lady always shouting at me. or miss pike - the movie/dan brown buff.... still the same, i had fun at the a little boring fair. thanks to the ingrateful FSD who didn't grant my request... tsk3. i served that club for 3 friggin years man!
i'll give a special mention to the peeps i violated with my great memory. KIDOY, DANA, RDEL ---sorry for forgetting your names... never happen again.. hehe.
besides, i wont be visiting for a long time.... awww.. i hella miss highschool.
anyhoo, its a saturday and i wanna go to ccf. but mom's all trippin about my going out all the time. so i think im staying home.
speaking of dan brown, well i just finished the da vinci code - which i read for two days since i made i bet i'd finish it. hmmm... very interesting. but only the facts that were revealed in the fiction. dan brown overdid the twists like he did angels and demons. it sucked in a way because of that. maybe i just got his style when reading angels and demons - the prequel of the da vinci. i guess the only thing that kept me reading the book was my interest in facts. i should have just read a history book rather than that novel cause all the facts now seem so questionable -being revealed in a fiction, i mean. so it will spread all this controversy. then again, how will the secret be known if it is just some discovery channel and ignored? but even so.... all im saying is the facts seem fabricated - when it's not. ayayay. whatever.
so there.. monday- i'll enroll again in ateneo for the second semester. i hope my grades are ok... not high not low. just chillaxin grades.
rach,, i am sorry i cannot work the background you gave me. i mean, i have no idea how to do it. helpameah!!!!! i'll text you later when someone will be nice enough to send me load. ok? sorry about the house thing. when i get to have my --- i'll come over.. heheh!
so there.... 8)
+amdg+
Posted at 02:13 pm by jaybords
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
fiinals are finally final! yay!!!! though i still have to come back here tomorrow to pass my english paper. ayayay. lately, hmm what has been up? well. our group got a B in the play. haynako. i was a guy and that was double effort for me. the lights sucked and the sounds were not that good. as he said.... yeah, i MAY be going to the fair. then again, i have to go to a debut party that day. so i don't know. plus,i might forget. i kinda want to see SPCP now that it doesnt own me. so there. i gotta do my paper now....
SNAPS!!!! i didn't fail one single long test in math.. YAY!!!!! SNAPS FOR ME! THANK GOD! so there.
here's my SOTM:
*******
Artist: Sublime
Album: Sublime
Title: Santeria
I don't practice santeria got no crystal ball
I had a million dollars but I'd spend it all
I could find that heina and that sancho that she's found
I'd pop a cap in sancho and I'd smack her down
All I really wanna say
I can't say it's love I need
But my soul will have to wait till I get back and find
heina of my own Daddy's gonna love one and all
I feel the break and I got to live it out
I swear that I really wanna know
All I really wanna say is I got mine and I make it
Yes, I'm comin' up
Tell sanchito that if he knows what is good for him
he best go run and hide
Daddy's got a new .45
And I won't think twice to put that barrel straight
down sancho's throat
Believe me when I say that I got somethin for his punk ass
What I really wanna say is there's just one way back
And I'll make it but my soul will have to wait
********
i love the way this song sounds... it's way too toit... basically, it's just about waiting. and that's what im doing.. since i have been robbed. im gonna wait... for it.. to come.... it was promised. and God will give it to me.. i just have to be patient and all...
8)
+amdg+
Posted at 12:28 pm by jaybords
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
can i just share things are getting really rough.. now that the sem is ending, i realize that there was so much crap that happened. of course compensated with toit things. well, this sem... i quit the team, i was robbed, i lost contact with people, i lost people (that includes our maid who ran away yesterday....)... basically i just lost a lot... and the things im supposed to have, i dont have.. maybe God is really tryin to tell me something. that i shouldn't depend on things "of the world" cause they are not permanent. sucky thought but true...
just a while ago, i experienced a fat ass boasting from an acquaintance. of course, when someones boasting, you just gotta listen and not boast in return.. BOASTING WILL JUST SINK YOUR ASS FURTHER DOWN A HELLHOLE!!!! so those assholes who keep on boasting, ya'll better watch yer back.... im telling you... i learned it the hard way. and when i just got the potential to boast all over again, (take note: just a potential) HE TAKES IT ALL AWAY!!!! and when He does, it hurts... real bad.
i can't blame Him for that. in fact i love Him all the more.
so back to the losing part, well. it's ok to lose one thing... but all of it. whoa... (thus the title of this entry)
well, to that person, rather those people who are STUCK UP like that (STUCK UP = MAYABANG) you'll get what ya'll deserve. and if you still don't humble yourself after that being stripped off of whatever it is, and you're still showing to peeps that your ok and what not, man o man are you're gonna get it hard.
YOU ARE NO ONE!!!!! ALL OF YOU!! ALL OF YOU ARE WORTH SH*T! IN FACT YOU'RE FREAKIN LOWER THAN THAT... WE ARE NOT WORTHY OF LIFE... EVERYONE WILL DIE... BUT EVERYONE DESERVES TO DIE NOW!!!! ALL OF US........... WE ARE NOTHING... AND WE ARE EQUAL.... WE ARE THE CRUD THAT YOU WIPE OFF OF YOUR ASS AFTER SH*TTING THE WHOLE CONTINENT OF EUROPE.. WE ARE THE DEAD RAT WHOSE INSIDES ARE MANGLED BY THE TRUCK.. WE ARE THE DIRTIEST MOST PATHETIC PIECES OF SH*T ON THIS EARTH.... WE ALL DESERVE TO GO TO HELL!!! WE ALL DESERVE TO ROT... OUR BODIES DESERVE TO BE TRAMPLED ON, RAPED, BURNT, STEPPED ON, BROKEN, AND DISMANTLED.....WE DONT DESERVE TO HAVE A TOMBSTONE WHEN WE DIE. CAUSE WE ARE ALL WORM FOOD....DAMMIT YOU DICK SMEARES!!!!!! YOU STINKY ASS WHORES!!!! WE ALL SHOULD DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ALL SHOULD DUE!!!!! WE ALL MUST DIE!!!!!! WE ALL DESERVE IT!!! WE ALL MUST BE DEAD.... THE HARDEST MOST DISTURBING WAY POSSIBLE.... FOREVER....
and so in conclusion, no one is more special or less special than any other pieces of crap in this world....
and to those who do boast, boast in the name of God.boast for the sake of truth.... because apparently people here in the PI are so FREAKIN SHALLOW that when you say "he likes me" or what not, there are stupid people who are like "ang yabang2 naman"!!! DOI!!! DUMB ASSES!!!! if it's the truth,then why the hell ya'll gotta over react... ang tatanga ninyo.... pwedeng wag exag! pati sa mga mayayabang....
the other day there was a very nice verse on the bible. it think its 1cor3:16-23... it said, " EVERYTHING BELONGS TO YOU... YOU BELONG TO CHRIST AND CHRIST BELONGS TO GOD." this is actually very simple yet profound as well. meaning we all have a choice to do whatever with what is ours... but then we all go back to Christ.. so... again... boasting... sorry.... you are worth sh*t..man, i can't believe Christ can love people as dirty as us. and we all should love Him back for that..... 8)
+amdg+
Posted at 10:36 am by jaybords
Friday, October 01, 2004
grabe... i have a play, oralexam, documentary to do..and its ony for one sbject. rar! filipino man!.. so there.. same thing goes for lit.. ayayay! there im just downloadng music.. yeah!!! in gabes room he's such a nice buddy.. hehe.. so there.. im too lazy to type the poem here. next time na lang. 8)
+amdg+
Posted at 08:27 pm by jaybords
Friday, September 24, 2004
PINK PINK PINK!!!! yay! i love pink.. pink is my new color.. although i loved it before (SOPHOMORES 02), i love it even more now.. haha.... yay!!! PINK ROCKS! its the replacement of brown my color last time.... yay!!!!
sotm..
********
Artist: Dashboard Confessional
Album: Unknown
Title: Vindicated
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine ahead has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing
It's so hypnotizing
I am captivated
<hook>
I am
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so
Isolated so
Motivated I am
Certain now that I am...
<hook>
So tired of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment for forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim
Against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
<hook>
My hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
********
this is so what im feeling.. i mean. its actually more on the way chris sings it.. the paradoxical split of anger and beauty.. since ive been so angry and yet happy... ummm.. recently i have become selfish (sorry God), and yet, i felt a wrong and right at the same time. i believe that the only hope for my temper to ever be ok is like when God performs a miracle (it dangles on a string yes indeed).. so there.. woops gotta go to math.. im kinda late.. bye 8)
+amdg+
Posted at 11:11 am by jaybords
YAY! my new name is YAY!!!! haha.. in the german language the letter J is pronounced as "YOT" and their J's are Y's... so im YAY!
YAY! i bought pink chucks... of course my money is all gone now and i have to save up again... ayayay..
YAY! the math long test is over... but finals are coming up....
YAY! I LOVE PINK!!!!!!! heheh. my new color.. come to think of it, i should make my blog pink, just for the heck of it...
YAY! i finally got a chance to use a computer even if im in school and my phone line in my room is still cut....
YAY! im a paralegal now.. i passed the exam for paralegals... woohoo! i get to do all these cool law things... to help out the ones in jail of course....
YAY! lab is finally over... my first class on fridays would be at 11:30.... i get to be a bum til sembreak... wooptidoo...
YAY! mac cardona is an ass.... and even if the blue eagles lost, we're still cool like that!!!!
YAY! i got an A- in the chem exam i "screwed up".... and a B+ for a report i didn't do.... (noe did howard, brian or bj cause ishi did all the work)....
YAY! a gift so cool is gonna be given to me soon... i can't say because i might jinx it..
YAY! many many things have happened to me even if that slut is still around, it still doesn't matter....
NO YAY! i will be coming home at 6 next week cause of a play we're gonna have.... (tiring pare)
YAY! my character's name is JAY..
NO YAY! im a guy.... and my wife is DEMY (played by mandi)
NO YAY! i have to do icky things with her....
YAY! plays!!!!
NO YAY! mandi and i are the only characters in the play....
YAY! i got my sotm... well, ive had it for a long time, anyway....
YAY! I LOVE THE BEATLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ringo and paul man!!! yeah!!!!!
YAY! God is toit man!
YAY! i have nothing else to say but im still happy....
YAY! ambabaw ko.... (i guess you kinda need it once in a while)
i'll post the sotm later.... computers kinda slow... 8)
+amdg+
Posted at 10:36 am by jaybords
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